I have to live surrounded by the lies of the sex trade, the lies of the liberal feminists, the lies of Leftist men, the lies of fundamentalist religious folks, the lies of all of the media, the lies of high and low culture about what it is to be prostituted.
These lies are never harm-free, these lies are never without an agenda, these lies are a constant remainder to all the prostituted that we have no worth, that we will never be given the right to be fully human.
Instead in this environment, it has become the only that the prostituted can gain the simple and basis right to be fully human, is to take and not to wait for others to give it to us.
For the prostituted class see with a clear eye what the lies attempt to hide – that whilst the lies play with language, whilst the lies played the prostituted into categories and make them statistics, whilst the lies that imagine Utopias which always has room for men to buy and sell the prostituted.
Whilst these lies go round and round in pointless circles – the prostituted are living inside a genocide.
Only it the perfect genocide – like the perfect crime, it is being done in plain view, and no-one sees it or believes what they see.
It is a genocide where bodies pile up every day – but are made invisible. There little or no reports of the multiple deaths of the prostituted – whether through their bodies giving up, whether through suicide, or whether through murder.
There lives were made sub-human, and in their deaths the prostituted are made nothing.
There are many statistics of murders by men of women and girls. These are always lower than the reality, for so many get away with murder each and every day.
But there is a major effort to remember and honour women and girls killed in domestic violence, killed during sadist rape, killed by stalkers, killed by close relations, killed by so-called honour killings.
They are see and mourned – not enough, never enough.
But there is an effort to give non-prostituted women and girls a name, see how human they were – after their violent death by men.
There no such remembrance for the vast vast majority of prostituted women and girls that are murdered.
They are given no name, they are allow no history outside of being a whore, their deaths are not reported, their bodies are thrown on a trash-heap or made to vanish.
The dead prostituted are not even given the right to be in the statistics of murdered women and girls.
That is to be nothing.
How did we get to have so much disrespect for the prostituted class, that even after being sadistically murdered we refuse to know their humanity?
Where does that hate and callousness comes from?
How can we allow ourselves to lives with a culture where the “dead whore” is just a plot line, so when real we choose to make it fiction and lose that every dead prostitute was a human just attempting to survive and make sense of the hell she was in?
I do not have answers, only views from bitter experiences of living with the constant lies that make the environment where the genocide of the prostituted class is made to mean nothing.
There is the class liberal/Leftist view, that prostitution is just sex work.
Being work, the violence done to the prostituted is just viewed as the risk of the job.
It become not the fault of the punter making the choice to be sadistic to the prostitute.
It becomes not the fault of the sex trade profiteers who push up their profit margins by supplying access to sadist sexual practices.
No, it become the fault of the prostitute for putting herself in the line of danger.
She should read the body language of the punter and see the violence before it starts. She should have the skills to talk him down.
She should his counselor, she should know self-defence, she should say no firmly to make him leave, she should control him not be controlled by the punter.
The prostitute should have the self-confident to say no to profiteers making her do sexual acts that endanger her, she stand up to his demands even when it more money.
All these views are daily building graves for the prostituted class – if you decide it just sex work, you may as well be the murderer of the prostituted, for you are part of the throwing away of the prostituted class.
If you imagine reading the body language of a punter would make any difference, you are deeply deluded.
Most prostitutes have no rights to walk away from a punter, or if they try there are many consequences.
I walked away from a few sadistic punters, only to be sent into worse violence for my “disobedience” .
Many prostitutes are raped/beaten up/murdered for turning away a punter – that reality is shadow that stop the prostitute from saying or even thinking no.
That is not work, that is the conditions of slavery.
There are the religious lies – that the real problems with whores is they are leading men into losing their morals, the prostitutes is the Devil preventing men becoming the greatness they could be, that it is the prostitute who craves sex and violence and drives men mad to get it.
Imagine being the prostitute being fucked by religious fundamentalists – hearing him naming as the sin as he rapes, sexually torture and beat her.
The only true way to rid himself of that sin, is to murder the prostitute – and make himself clean again.
Religion may always say it condemn murder – but rarely in so-called justified wars, and never when slaughtering the prostituted class.
The religious fundamentalists kill the whore in the vain hope that their own hate and violence will disappear.
Now, we come to the lie that hurts me to the core.
The lie that the majority so want to believe – that we must have the prostituted class to prevent sexual spreading out into “real” women and girls.
This vile lie is a constant remainder that all the prostituted, even when they have exited, can never be considered as full humans.
We were and are just objects where violent men can pour into us all their hate and disdain for all females.
We are just tools for porn to be made into reality, our bodies are made to be ripped apart, to be treated as trash, to hurt over and over and over again – for being the whore, it cannot matter as it would if the same was happening to a “real” woman or girl.
Could this be the real reason that murdered prostitutes are rarely recorded even as a statistic, for there was no human killed, just a dead whore?
I am crying now – so I stop – but the lies are endless.
Your lies are killing us.